i do not know what this is

but i know that she is back

sitting

watching

listening

waiting for her moment

to throw me into the deep waters

into the deep, deep waters

a blue so dark that they are black

these are the colors

the tones that get me

you feel me ?

she eats their words

and their attention

thrives on them

she is insatiable

she is terrifyingly present

she is eternal

she is part of me

the toned, liquid depths of me

a blue so dark

that they are black