i do not know what this is
but i know that she is back
sitting
watching
listening
waiting for her moment
to throw me into the deep waters
into the deep, deep waters
a blue so dark that they are black
these are the colors
the tones that get me
you feel me ?
she eats their words
and their attention
thrives on them
she is insatiable
she is terrifyingly present
she is eternal
she is part of me
the toned, liquid depths of me
a blue so dark
that they are black